Monday, April 06, 2009

[[Never Let Go - Bryan Adams (The Guardian)]]

Argue all you want, just prove me wrong when I say I'm a personification of this song....

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Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
Could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
Could you hold your head high, when no one knows your name?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
Can you sit down again, and play another hand?
Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say?

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

Never let go, Never let go, Never let go

Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'but you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

Never let go, Never let go, Never let go

i was here @
11:00 PM.

[[...]]

I don't know what title to give this.
i mean, after feeling all these, you could still ask to leave...
or should i say, you could still leave, even when you felt like this?

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Feb'09
Bid gdbye to unhappy times, if any.
Switch off 2008 & turn on to 2009.
A brand new year again for a fresh beginning.
2008 was wonderful when u said
'I will be the last man.'
Its gonna be a better year ahead.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I've straighten my thoughts, my dear-BEN.
This is for u :)

There is no life within this garden;
my sobs are the only sound.
I have poisoned the honeyed fountain
where your love could be found.

Dazed, I stare at the stars above,
my grieving howls fill the night.
Unintended betrayal of love
has hidden you from my sight.

I remember how it used to be
when we shared our fears and delights.
You are a treasured person to me.
How can I make things right?

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel,
but i just cant bring it up to you.

The pain for you is much too real.
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?

Or, should I give you a call?
We both need some time to heal.
An echo fades into the night
How do I know what is right?

How can I ease my fears?
I hope the old wounds wont reappear
I can’t stand to cause you pain.
Hurting you again is my worst fear.

Apology

How do I tell you I'm sorry

With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

When finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy
Too terrified to try.

You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.

When I present these simple words
I mean what I say.
The time has come,
it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?

To hear those words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.

The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably
-For that I apologize.

So Much To Me

I don't want to see our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find our lives standing still
We are moving towards the end
And we really ought to wait
Because God planted something special
Deep within our hearts

I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you

I want to send my love
And remind you of these things
Just so you will know
You mean so much to me

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Sunday, November 09, 2008

An over due post entry.

In life, many unexpecting event occurs.
Be it happy, sad, anger or jealousy moments.
There is always a bunch of people surrouding us
who we call friends.

And among these friends
We have hi-&-bye friends
We have close friends
We have best friends
And of coz a special friend,
who will form part of your life.

Yes, i have that special friend :)
My boyfriend, the one and only.

Is he a good boyfriend?
HAh. Define a GOOD boyfriend please.

Despite throwing my temper

He will take the effect to make me feel better.

Despite the mistakes I've made

He will take the effect to correct me and explain it.

Despite the countless quarrels we had

He will take the effect to make it right.

For all that we'd went through
For all that he has done for me
I guess, perhaps
It's something that a girl would wish for.

But I'm sorry that I might seem

UNEMOTIONAL

SELFISH

INSENSITIVE
SECRETIVE

UNMINDFUL

SELF CENTERED

USELESS

FUCKED UP

I'm sorry that i make you feel
Insecure
Pissed
Disappointed
Unappreciated
Pek chek
Angry

And YES,
I'm tried of apologizing
Till the point, i've find it meaningless lately.
I'm tired of staying up late to solve the issues
It's not as if I could sleep well.
I'm sick of saying I DONT KNOW
Simple because my mind it blank
and i want to give a better answer.
I'm sick of being the cause of all problems
Neither do i want it.
I'm tired of theses.

I hate it when
I've been told what i've got to do to amend for it.
It makes me feels totally retard and fake.
I hate it when
You are being harsh at times
I feel pressurized and miserable.

I hate myself when

I'm hiding things from you

which i nv like AT ALL

and unintendedly.

You asked why is it that i could give up so easily on our relationship?

For now, i still cant answer u cause i haven think of a better answer to that.

I'll let u know one day.

Neither do i want to hurt u.

Not all things are that easy to be said.

Perhaps
I rely too much
on you.

Changing for the better.
I still need to get adpoted
to the way you handle things.

Mind you, I still love you for:
The way you handle matters.
How much you care for me.
And the effect you put in.

i was here @
10:34 PM.