Sunday, February 04, 2007
[[saturday...]]

They asked me to make a thumbnail for the NTU Open House'07. The theme is Boxes of surprises, but I dont seem to see any box of surprises in the pic I made.. haha.. whatever.. i got no idea la...
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and so we won.. for our pride... i didnt do as well as i had wanted to... i never expected this new game plan would revolve the game around me.. i was expecting to be the keeper again or juz a forward player somewhere... all these while, I had been the goalie, as a result, my stamina wasnt reali up the mark.. could have done much better.. i missed all the through passes... but i did managed to execute the 2nd game plan sucessfully, which was to lure the defender out.. HAha.. the art of deception..
this is longest week i have spent school so far since school started... four day week has failed to kick in yet... i wonder if Pa will think that I delibrately start back longer this week after what he said to me last week.. after all, I'm misunderstood by him in every I do since young..
i cant seem to find my place anywhere.. it seems that every new place i go, it is already complete. I dont have a place there.. it's either that or it's because I am myself incomplete... i don't have my answer yet...
who i am? what should I be doing... one day, i will find my answer... but when will this day come...
I'm like this Marvel special character who will jump out when anyone who needs me presses 'medium punch, medium kick"..
i have yet to find something that i feel that i'm good in... maybe that's why i'm always searching...
it would seem, most of the time, i stand alone... no one seems to understand what im doing nor appreciate what im doing... but it doesnt mean i'll stop believing in what i believe in, it just means that I have to search longer...
i was here @
3:06 AM.