[ Tots of the Gundam Prince ]

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

[[My Heritage]]

i was here @
5:33 PM.

Friday, February 16, 2007

[[Midnight Fest]]

Ya… so I was the impromptu tour guide to 7 Ang Mors.. I got quite a lot of bewildered stares from the hall residents… quite funny also… one Singaporean, 7 angmor… brought them to shop in Chinatown.. then we were ferried to Geylang where I gave them the opportunity to savour the amazing Beef Kway Teow, Frog porridge and youtiao…. Quite an experience…. After that when we returned to hall… I thought I would have an early night.. but I thought it would hurt to have a short game of NFSU2 with Jeff.. in the end, Jeremy was so caught up in our excitement that he too installed the game and we raced till 5am…

I sucked at Drag races big time… I told them that I’m an asian.. I cant do drag.. I can only DRORIFTO!!!!…. heading home now…. Overslept.. only woke at 1pm…

I still cant find my rhythm…

i was here @
6:09 AM.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

[[testing testin]]

testing the bloody crossposting again...

i was here @
1:11 PM.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

[[shit...]]

i still cant find my pace.. haizzz wake up leh!!!!

and to make matters worst.... the stupid woman Flora tormented me for over half an hour by asking me why I use bar soap.... i'm sharpening my chopper now...

i was here @
2:38 AM.

Friday, February 09, 2007

[[this week..]]

i cant find my pace this week... fuck.. whole week never do anything... how come like that...

FUCK LA!!!!!

i was here @
10:57 AM.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

[[Cannot, cannot...]]

as we sat there in our seperate worlds.... a love melody played in the background...

sometimes, a desire alone is not enough to make things happen...

back then i told myself, if Pa can do it, so can I....

But somehow I feel that I'm still very far from what I want to be...

i had tried pushing myself.. but to no avail...

To a certain extent, i was once again misunderstood by Pa...

Many a times, things just don't turn out the way I hoped them to be...

Too many times already...

i was here @
3:57 AM.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

[[saturday...]]

They asked me to make a thumbnail for the NTU Open House'07. The theme is Boxes of surprises, but I dont seem to see any box of surprises in the pic I made.. haha.. whatever.. i got no idea la...

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and so we won.. for our pride... i didnt do as well as i had wanted to... i never expected this new game plan would revolve the game around me.. i was expecting to be the keeper again or juz a forward player somewhere... all these while, I had been the goalie, as a result, my stamina wasnt reali up the mark.. could have done much better.. i missed all the through passes... but i did managed to execute the 2nd game plan sucessfully, which was to lure the defender out.. HAha.. the art of deception..

this is longest week i have spent school so far since school started... four day week has failed to kick in yet... i wonder if Pa will think that I delibrately start back longer this week after what he said to me last week.. after all, I'm misunderstood by him in every I do since young..

i cant seem to find my place anywhere.. it seems that every new place i go, it is already complete. I dont have a place there.. it's either that or it's because I am myself incomplete... i don't have my answer yet...

who i am? what should I be doing... one day, i will find my answer... but when will this day come...

I'm like this Marvel special character who will jump out when anyone who needs me presses 'medium punch, medium kick"..

i have yet to find something that i feel that i'm good in... maybe that's why i'm always searching...

it would seem, most of the time, i stand alone... no one seems to understand what im doing nor appreciate what im doing... but it doesnt mean i'll stop believing in what i believe in, it just means that I have to search longer...

i was here @
3:06 AM.