Saturday, January 20, 2007
[[My bad..]]
Recently, there were instances when I failed to make good what I had always said I aimed to be...
But, where do you draw the line? this line to divide word ofhonour and family... I am very sorry, but at the same time,thankful to JM... I failed myself.. I said I would always be there to help if I could but till this date, I have yet to do so...
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For too many a times, I have seen what I irked... Many a times, I felt betrayed... People did things when they said so otherwise... It just disgusts me to see people ignoring things that dont seem to concern them directly when their 'lives' are currently alright... just because they are okay now, they ignore things around them... maybe they are just too good for other petty troubles... fuck.. when it concerns them, they will be there, otherwise they cant be bothered.. wonderful...
perhaps its my retribution that I am at the receiving end this time.. but i had always tried my best.... just this one time, and I'm to be condemned? it ain't right..
and fuck u Pig... warping tales behind my back.. but im thankful that there are people who knows how rotten are you and people who believe in me.. so u may continue churning pigshit out of your mouth, scolding frens/gfs of your 'frens' right in their faces, etc... perhaps his parents didnt bring him up properly enough... for that, i convey my heartfelt condolences.
Are there any good men left?
Only war will decide...
the only litmus test can be a calamity...
i was here @
3:50 AM.