Wednesday, December 20, 2006
[[what are frens for?]]
so, what are friends for?
i have no answer for that...
they dont have to be there all the time.... but they are no where to be see when they are needed... i read somewhere once.... frens are not frens when they dont call you along when they go out, nor do they show up when you call them... it may seems strange but i never seem to be able to find any company to do things... i'm always this lone ranger... but i'm grateful to Miss Candy and Samatha... even though i never really did anything for them, they offered me company... yet, people whom i thought would, did otherwise....
i wonder if it's the rain that makes the days so cold these days...
but that doesnt stop me from doing what i always do... whenever i see smthg wrong, i'll still attend to it... JJ told me last night... alot of thgs are beyond your control... i noe..
i may not be able to solve the problem entirely but at least i'm doing smthg about it... i cant bring myself to ignore anything i see.. perhaps its bcos i was left for the dead alone too many times... i can never stand by and do nothing... probs i see at home... i still cant solve them.. but i'm doing my best to prevent them from getting out of hand... it's better than not doing anything....
i'm listening to the windstruck song 'Parangeerato Chopta'... i did not want to hear that song... bcos it will rake up sad memories... but since i'm already feeling so low.. i dont thk it makes any difference... but i still forbid myself from watching Windstruck...
i was here @
5:21 PM.