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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
[[faith...faithless]]


just finished watching Umizaru 2... watched part 1 yesterday

its a Jap movie about Search n Rescue divers... i think it's the inspiration behind the Hollywood version of The Guardian...

i really like both the prequel and the Sequel of Umizaru... it's really inspiring... seeing the men going against orders to save their friends.. sticking together through the shit.. the pride.. never hesitating to risk themselves for their friends...

people think i'm foolish... they say it's just a show.. yes, it's just a show... but why does the human spirit only exist in movies... i fail to see it in real life... of course there are times when i have my apprehensions... but i always to be the best i can be...

in Umizaru 2, another aspect of the human spirit was displayed... Love..

the diver never gave up... because he knew, no matter how tough his journey was... his loved one is standing there at the finishing line, waiting for him... this is what keeps him going... he knew no fear oweing to his faith in her...

it's a very magnificant thing.. i have myself experienced this twice... i felt like i was king... there was no stopping me... no matter what was thrown at me.. i could take it.. but unlike the movie, i reached the finishing line alone... there wasnt anyone waiting for me there... there wasnt anyone there as promised...for the 2nd time, i never expected anything in return... i never sought any gains... however the first, it's been 2 over years.. i still dont understand what happened... i look back on the things... the msgs written, the promises.. i dont know how it changed over night... till this day, i still feel the pain...

i can never explain this... how is it i feel this way... ppl say i cant let it go... how do i? this hurt is too much... fortunately, like i always say... i cant change the way i feel, but i can at least control my actions... i'm not acting crazy...


ahh.. fuck.... why am i saying all these...

anyway.. one gd example of a guy who can control his actions despite his emotions is this YunZhi
guy in the Channel U airplane show... poeple who watch the show should understand what im saying..

i was here @
1:25 AM.

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