Monday, September 11, 2006
[[only human..]]
Fuck yeah… just scratched my Pa’s car jus now in the carpark in my Hall… Normally when I drive like mad, no problem.. today, reverse form stop, I kena… scratched against the wall, and the front of the car some more.. what the fuck… think I won’t be riding in my golden gundam for some time to come..
I know Pa would be thinking differently. People may say it's only a scratch or dent.. but Pa would be thinking that that may bring down the resale value, or money needs to be spent to repair the dent.. Pa thinks ahead
Everything seems ok in the house now.. but this had to happen... Although I had set things right, sometimes, I trip myself with my own actions... Sgt only wants to set things rite... but sometimes, he is only human...
Watched a war movie with Jinjin and Alex on Fri night… “The Great Raid”.. it’s about rescueing some POWs during WW2… it brought me back to the days as an IntSpec, because for most parts, the movie revolved around this Captain who I presumed was an Intelligence officer of an Elite unit tasked for this mission. The terms used and the things they did, was exactly the same as what I did and experienced when I was in my Int Branch.. Déjà vu
Somehow, the 3 of us love the army, for one reason or another, I wonder if we were the influence on each other… I love the army.. I don’t know why, but somehow I just do… I love the army for what it is, and what we do.. perhaps my perceptions are moulded by my esperiences…
The IMF is coming… frankly, I was hoping the terrorists or which other dumb fucker would succeed in creating an incident, not too big I hope.. Before the ISA comes knocking on my door, I have to clarify that I am a patriot… And it’s because of my patriotism that I am hoping that such an incident will shake the folks and jolt all the civilian buggers out of their comfort zone… I think the majority population are just dumb, or trying to be dumb… Fuck caring every other thing, other than themselves… complaining about every other damn fucking thing… the news had a coverage on the RSAF Air Show.. the public relations officer apologized about the complaints of the noise generated by our low flying warplanes… Fuck sia.. The pilots are fucking training la… Would the idiot who complaint prefer waking up the explosions of an incoming arty barrage, or hearing the roar of the engines of our friendly fighter planes.. Fucking stupid.. Dumb fuckers..
Sgt wants to have something he can wake up looking forward to every morning...
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12:21 AM.