Thursday, June 29, 2006
[[Twisted]]
My problems seemed to be half solved.. now it appears there is a twist... it's like superman discovering he comes from the planet Gayton.. so to remain as the world's saviour, he must be a gay.. what's the link? I don't know...
At first, I couldn't find a roomate.. Now I have 2, I don't know who to turn down.. One is my classmate who is guaiguai one. The other is a smoker but he looks like fun.. It's a dilemma...
Secondly.. Pa asked if I needed a laptop. So i presumme he;s paying.. Please don;t let me be wrong.. Now comes the problem about choosing.. Pa says Dell.. People say Dell not good.. so how? I was out today.. saw this Acer.. Asked salesman to show me a gaming one.. He recommend this ASPIRE 5560.. Looks good..
Intel Duo Core..
1024MB DDR 2 RAM
100GB HDD
ATI Mobility Radeon X1400 with 512MB DDR RAM(Dedicated)
DVD Super Multi Dual Layer
Bluetooth
5in1 card reader
1.3MP cam built-in
integrated VoIP phone
comes with $100 Metro voucher and 512MB thumbdrive and Canon printer/MS Office at $2498.. is this good?? looks good to me.. advice..suggestions.. Don't know how to tell Pa about this.. Wait I tell him this one good for gaming.... my Head roll...
Thanx Most Beautiful Girl for your kind words here and in your blog.. Don't go Sweden la.. Sgt will miss you.. haha..
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12:56 AM.
Monday, June 26, 2006
[[Sgt bleeds]]
work's boring these days.. have to stand-in at this new outlet at Taka.. no buying crowd there.. super sian... sold $1000 over yesterday till around 3pm then I had to switch to Taka, otherwise I would be able to sell more.. Going down tomorrow again.. Monday leh.. confirm sian one sia.. Monday where got ppl
Was damn bored on Fri.. cant seem to find any company... Initially the class wanted to go out for supper then last min all don't want.. chey.. when I had finally gotten the car. So went down to Kovan find Eric they all.. was playing game with them halfway when Most Beautiful Girl called.. she asked what I was doing.. cos earlier I asked her for supper but she was out.. so now, she's done then she asked if I still wanted to makan.. The entire week was damn bloody sian la.. always can't seem to find company.. All the guys like always busy and stuff.. MostBeautiful Girl's call was like Godsent la.. Drove to Hougang Mall to pick her.. Also Don't know how she landed up there.. It was so late already.. where got safe for most beautiful girl.. wait some Bangla catch her and make rotijohn out of her how? Most beautiful Roti John ah?
Last night, talked, or told mama off again... I saw the rubbish not cleared and stuff.. went o ask Elwyn to do it.. he like that fuck attitude again. If he is still not going to do it now.. then when I go Uni, he wont too.. then Ma came out asked why.. I was saying then as usual she walk away again.. That really flared me up.. So then I started fucking Elwyn, fucking her.. then Elwyn hide back in his room, and I cont to tell Ma off.. I say everytime got things, got prob tell her, she wanna walk away, I am fucking du lan about it. Always see something wrong don't act, fucking the thing will stay there right? Elwyn dont help out in the house make him do it la.. Fucking blockheads.. the 2 parents are like stupid officers who dunno how to pull rank and get things done.. Dumb fucks.. Then I also told her off about ah gong. I say the way they like say things about him, they got no fucking respect for elders ah. I say this type of things need me to tell they all one ah? ..... and other things...
I feel alone.. I can't always be here for everyone... Can't this bloody household look after itself.. Always looking out for others, but whenever I'm in need.. i'm always alone... Sheila sort of scolded me. She said I care too much for others, then blame them when I'm not happy.. I'm not blaming them for me not being happy.. I feel alone. She says sometimes one must care for themselves first.. but because the rest of the world thinks like this, that's why there's so many problems around.. Why can't it be the case instead when everyone looks out for everyone else instead. Then no one is left out.. I don't like to leave things that are wrong undone.. It's wrong.. I had to suffer so much because of wrong things being lleft untouched..that's why I cant bring myself to behave this way.. There's too many wrongs that needed to be righted..
The most heart wrenching lone I heard in the show "Jarhead" was this Marine saying "I want to see what it's like for ur own gf to be fucked by other people." I don't know if Raymond fucked her when I was in Taiwan in SISPEC.. She admitted that she let him hug and kiss her.. and she went out with him.. I still don't know what happened.. she stopped me the last time we went out as a couple, seemingly to prevent me from finding out smthg.. It's a clingy feeling.. This kind of thing has to happen to me... I didn't even fucked her before.. IT's crude to say this.. But if you were to be standing in my shoes.. It isn't that crude... We were together for 2.5 yrs and it had to end like this... That's war had to befall Singapore.. then all man will hv to go to war so that no man is left behind to fuck any GFs left behind.. even then there would be cowards who dont fight and stay behind to fuck other people's girlfriends.. Him being 5 yrs older is so appealing? is it the money? I don't know.. I see so many young, pretty ladies in the company of older-looking guys at iShop all the time.. so it has come to this these days..
I also don't know why you ignore me now.. When we used to be such close frens.. I never forced you to like me or what.. I'm contended with the way things were.. Just caring for you.. But you too chose to walk away...
Just one time.. One good chance... Any thing that needs to be done.. I'll be gone with a bang.. I'll be contended..
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1:39 AM.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
[[the Sgt bleeds again]]
a long long post is dying to get out... soon.. one of these days..
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12:17 AM.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
[[SICKKKKK]]
I'm sick.. slightly feverish.. laosai 3 times last night... bloody hell... But it still beats the time when I ahd diarrheoa for one whole bloody week during my Int Spec course...
I had the blues on Monday... can you imagine my sales that day was ZERO??? A stark difference from Saturday. Firstly I didn't had much sleep the night before and there wasn't much crowd flow that day... But the shitass thing was that, ishop was like a safari on Monday.. Why do I say it's a safari? Because there are poachers there! Yes... sales-poachers! Ok.. let's say this customer has decided to get something but he still wants to look around. You would let him be first right? Ok, then here comes the poacher who will stick their fucking nose and and claim the sales.. It happened more than once.. And it's not like the store is so crowded that they didn't noticed who has laid their targets... It's downright irritating... Well, it's not that I fancy that petty sales.. But such actions are simply fucked dup... So I sincerely hope that she rots in hell.. Go fuck yourself..
But that day was cool too.. Most beautiful girl happened to be in the area that day, and she paid me a visit.. Saw Serene too, in her trademark shorts.. SHe says she must flaunt her legs while she still can!
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12:34 AM.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
[[Fast and the Furious 3: The Tokyo drift]]
(removed the video... cos it kept activating the ActiveX)
Just realised I had actually incorperated this into my frenster profile and not realise it... I thought that it would be the longer trailer.. but what the heck.. it's mind-blowing nevertheless
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4:36 PM.
Monday, June 19, 2006
[[iSgt]]
Damn it.. suay shit... iShop scheduled me for work tomorrow, when I'm going out with the 2 little girls.. Shit.. fortunately it starts at one.. though it's not much... shit shit shit..
My total sales on Saturday was around $3000.. It was good that day.. thanks to the weekend crowd.. but it's not really that many people as I thought it to be... when I got there, I was surprised to see that I'm the only part timer there.. It was hell when the noontime crowd came. I was tackling 3 customers at a go. The lack of concentration resulted in a failure to close any sales. However the situation improved thereafter... Sold quite a handful of iPods and its accessories, etc. The grand finale was a 60GB video together with a JBL speakers, totalling $1000 odd.. But the best deal has got to be this guy who came in, wanting to get a Shuffle but, in the end, after I unleashed my linguistic fury upon him, left with a Shuffle and Nano.. HAHAHAHA... i'm so cool... The way I speak and carry the product made the customers think that I am a full-timer... I just like doing sales. Selling things that I like.. Speakers and audio equipment.. yeah
What the hell sia... they only scheduled me for only 3 days out of 2 weeks... I brought them such good sales sia.. It's their lost... But at least I like this job... Maybe it's just me, that I like and take pride in what I do.. I don't have to be the best in the world... I just have to be the best that I can be...
Saw this the other day at Clarque Quay... It looked like an erect dick with scrotum attached... what sia..
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12:34 AM.
Friday, June 16, 2006
[[Happily Busy.. sort of]]
worked at iShop yesterday... saw David Gan.. He's quite nice la.. can joke also... I mistakenly misquoted him the discount, but it was ok.. i'm quite happy with my own results for starters... The sales that I sold off yesterday amounted to about $1100.. The commission isn't that much, I just like interecting with people and doing sales. For the past few days, I had been wrecking my brains trying to cram as much info about the iPods as possible into my head. It's not alll that necessary, but I don't want it to be the case whereby the customer asks something and I can't answer.. I want to give my own feedback.. Ahh.. job satisfaction.. However yesterday, this information shortfall of mine didn't really stumble me that much.. My interest for speakers helped me...
The only regret yesterday was that while I was wokring, the most Beautiful girl called me, and asked if I could accompany her for dinner!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy shit... I couldn't.. I was working... In the end, she had to have the most lonely dinner at home by herself... My heart shatters.. HAHAHA
Supposed to work today as well, but I told boss couldn't, because Lion is booking out today.. I need to go womanising with him to bring down his testerone levels which has sky-rocketed since his lock-up o Tekong Island..
Working tomorrow again.. Shiok... With Pride I work
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11:40 AM.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
[[Busily busy]]
Didn't go gym again, nor swim.. the tummy's growing so fat, I have to wear my shorts lower.. AHHH!!! Jinjin came over today to do our mock-up FIBUA ground for our Stikfas... Have not familiarised myself with the iPods yet.. so many generations, each with it's own parts and stuff, interfacing between peripherials.. If I am going to take up this job, I got to at least put my best foot forward, and give it my best shot...
Have to settle my Uni shit pronto... Haizz... I wanna airbrush my kits... but I'm not sure if I know how to clean it properly..
So bored...
Made a link for my Multiply account today...
GF said the pic is ugly.. what sia.. it's my favourite car...
Let's take a look at some photos taken just recently...
A bikini-clad lady downstairs... a telescopic lens would have been much appreciated.
Don't know how to place the wordings and sew them on... cut them off a Tshirt which color has ran..
Went with the classmates on Sunday to get Haowei's present...My NETS reward is now 360..I would have to stay off the Matrix for some time to come.. just got a tongue-lashing again... Pa scolded saying that I must have been swerving the car too hard when I''m driving.. There's this thing he placed on the dashboard.."Put on the left, will end up on the right.. Put on the right, will end up on the left. Now, put in the centre, the whole thing disappear.. WHere is it now??"Haizz.. Am I that bad?A final word... Saw the profile of this friend in frenster some days back. It wrote "It's complicated". I felt sad. Though I don't know this girl and her boyfriend very well, I know that their relationship began way back around the time when we were in sec 3. From what I know, they had broken up before, and yet patched and remained together... I saw once in her "Who you want to meet". She wrote that she had already met her man whom she would marry one day. I felt happy for them, as a guy, it meant so much, it's beyond words when your girl tells you something like this. The 2 of them were sort of like a model couple to me and Lion. It would be a pity that their relationship would come to an end after so long... I hope that it's not because the guy was in OCS.. I hope they can see it through together!Uni's starting very soon.. I still can't go in peace. Seeing Elwyn behaving like this still. I can't entrust this family to him.. Ah gong is so old already. I seldom look at him, or talk to him.. I told him to be careful that day, something I have never done before.. As blur as he may be, he is still very much aware of what is happening to me.. That day, I scolded Ma and Elwyn for the way they treated him... I can't always be here to tell them this is wrong, that should be done.. Yet, Elwyn is still not matured enough to look after this household. Whilst, the 2 parents aren't all that matured either.Father's Day is this Sunday. I thought of taking this opportunity to tell them. Whether or not they change, is entirely up to them.. From my standpoint, I will think of what to do again, if nothing changes.. At least, I'm taking a first step, than waiting for shit to happen..
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3:15 AM.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
[[Busy busy busy]]
I'm so damn bloody busy.. Just received the NTU admin package today.. So much things inside to read... AHHHH!!!
The vicious no-life cycle is going to kick start again... SIANSIANSIAN.. actually it's ok, but HAIZZHAIZZZHAIZZZZ
I have not learnt how to use my airbrush.. I do not know how to clean it properly.. therefore, I am unable to try it out yet!!!! I have yet to compile my comparision of the iPods, working on Thurs! Jan asked if I could, at the last moment... What the heck.. I'm taking this bull by its horns... I want to make a FIBUA setting for my stickfas too! Have not burned out the nonsense in my hard disks too!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Somebody kill me...Went jalan jalan with Jinjin today.. Shit.. He tempted me... I bought another 2 boxes of stikfas.. totalling the number now to 15 in my arsenal..... I'm so shited...........I'm dying...Last but not least, I would like to add that the Toyota MR2(SW20) is my all-time favourite car.. I mean, which car would take a shortcut down a mountain pass, by jumping over the grass at the end of the railing?
PS: my NETS rewards chances is now 333.. Give me that fucking Aveo 5
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2:25 AM.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
[[No title]]
Well, no more Womaniser Organiser.. no more fooling around... Good bye Athrun
I'm a attitude kidWas at Jin jin's house that day for a no-brainer, yet interesting show..
My toy soldiers
courtesy of Jinjin the sailormanI admire
Kira. He perserves and still cares for his loved ones even though he is irregarded. I'm not that noble. I just feel that it's my obligation to do what is necessary to keep this household together.. Told Ma off just now when she said ah gong can't walk properly, yet he stubbornly wants to go out. I told her off saying that any of us, me or Elwyn or anyone could accompany him where he wants to go. Said it this way, because she always behaved as though she only had one son. It is good that he knows where he wants to go and stuff. She like sad. Cos I sort of scolded her, then Ma just kept quiet.
I don't like it. He may be weak, but then what? I said to her, why keep him indoors, if don't wanna let him walk, might as well throw him into a Home. I don't like the way they treat ah gong. It's concern gone overboard. He doesn't stand up for himself, so I will.. Ah gong is old already.. I am going to Uni soon.. Won't be seeing him much... I had a thought. Ah gong likes to go to the temple, then they always say he stubborn, very weak, still wanna go out. Then I was thinking, why can't they fucking fetch him there then? Think I will, I have to intervene.
I can't go to the Uni in peace. My bro is still not matured enough to look after the house, and neither is the rest of the adults in this household.
Sgt is this standalone soldier... ever fighting...
Where are you?? No one listens to me patiently like you...I still want to protect you..
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3:34 AM.
Friday, June 09, 2006
[[The most beautiful car in the world]]
This is by far, the most beautiful car in the whole bloody damn wide world...
The Toyota MR2 SW20!!Anyone with money would want a Ferrari or BMW, but I want a MR2
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11:03 AM.
[[SIAN SIAN SIAN x 1000]]
working at some funny location... Toa Payoh Lor 7, Blk 21...
Been going out too often, spending too much money... Seldom at home... I have not complied my list of ipod... I want to airbrush... Haizz..
I wanna win that god damn Aveo... I got 132 chances on my old card.. The new card is pending...
Someone relieve me from this siandom
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10:46 AM.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
[[oiqahbdfuiagsfuibqwu]]
So busy... Haven't read the Photoshop 7 book i borrowed... Went for iShop training yesterday... think I'm back with them...
ANYONE WANNA BUY IPOD OR APPLE RELATED SHIT, LOOK FOR ME!!! But don't worry... the store won't sue you for not buying...Made the most beautiful tag for the most beautiful girl that day..
Justina's Bday on Monday, but she was home studying for exams.. Thought ask Lion wannabuy cake for her anot, but in the end, we sat at the void deck till pass the Bday, as no point le.. Hmm.. Bday at home very sian one sia..
Damn... Lion is enlisting soon... he is my womaniser organiser... I'm going to be a monk soon...
Watched 'Jarhead' at home some days back... It's almost an American reflection of our NSFs... Posted to the Gulf, and staying there for a couple of months.. Then, girlfriends and wives leaving for other men... I don't know why some women are like that.. I see this same thing happening to some of my guys who enlist later.. All the bullshit about a test for the relationship, and they go fuck around outside... Fucking bitches... As long as some guy come along and pamper them, they fall head over heels over him... It's not that the boyfriends neglect them and don't wanna care for them.. Why wouldn't they? But circumstances don't allow them to.. Fuck..
How ironic.. i remember last time, Granddaughter told me she envied my relationship with her ah ma.. now, the tables ahve turned... i envy hers. Not jealous, Envy..
Asked Pa for car today to go fetch Jinjin from POP...
"why must fetch?"
Why must he be
so FUCKING JIBYE.... I don't fucking care who are you.. You jibye... He is fucking getting on my fucking nerve... The bloody jibye... I am seldom home these days... No feeling..I'm only home just to make sure it stays in one piece... FUcking nabei
That day, Ma complained that my bro's and my phone bill very high..... $40 each. She say when I go Uni, she got no money... Like WHAT SIA... is $40 fucking alot? I thought how much sia... These 2 fuckers are taking for granted how good we are... Last time, too guai already, now abit also buay tahan.. Bloody jiiiiibye
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1:13 PM.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
[[Gambling Promoter]]
This Prepaid card is damn bloody boring... made another sales today.. just one. Didn't expect this guy to buy.. He left after I spoke with him.. Then he returned a couple of hours later to submit his form. He left again to draw money.. WOAH! ... heng man.. Really don't want to go home empty handed today.. but I can't really know if I can do sasles anot with this product.. It's tough as a nail to sell it.. I'm looking forward to electronic products..
Thankfully, I have Siying to keep me company with her cute silly faces... Aww.. she's soooo cute. I think she's the cutest girl in the world! Hahaha.. Wah lao eh, the face she makes when the mak didn't return as he promised.... cute as hell, can melt an iceberg.. haha.. I had better stop lest someone thinks that I like her or what...
I'm so fortunate.. I know the most beautiful girl in the world, and now, even the cutest girl in the world.. And today, I even got to know the most cruel girl in the world! It's the alter ego of the most beautiful girl, one who has turned to the dark side... The most cruel girl broke her promise for dinner and shattered my heart to pieces... Now I'm the guy who has the most pieces of heart in the world...
Hmm.. alot of people didn't reply my msg today.. Why didn't the shop keeper reply? Haizz
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11:24 PM.
[[My jobs...]]
Damn busy with shit these days, mainly work and babysitting little Brendan, who specifically asked for me, haha... Dyed my hair a golden brown a couple of days back.. i'm turning into a beach boy poser..
Just got an email from iShop, asking me to go for part-timer's training, when they just email me last week that i'm temporarily off their work schedule. Guess i'm back in the game.. Shit, I have yet to read up about the Ipods and stuff..
Also, doing a job under Lion's ex-boss.. Selling some Singapore Pools prepaid card for phone betting during teh World Cup.. I'm like promoting gambling la sia.. I don't know how is it that I land up with such awkard jobs.. Firstly, I work at iShop when I don't own a single product of that brand. Secondly, I am a non-gambler who sells some gambling device. How ironic... In both situations, I'm like a bloody fish out of water... It's like the same when I first went into my Int Branch. I know I will pull through some day. I am an interest driven person. If I have the desire to take this first step into shit, I will make sure I can thread on it..
Frankly, I have absolutely no interest, or whatsoever in this Prepaid Card job.. This is but a stepping stone for me to achieve something else. This boss has many lobangs, some of which include IT fairs. Thus, if I were to perform in this job now, I may stand a chance to be posted to do IT shows, which is my aim.. Sometimes, if you really want something, you have to take a longer route. Hmmm.. I'm not sure why I'm doing this. I'm not doing this for the money, not that I have lots of it either. I always had this thing for electronic gadgets. Having an electronics sales job will bring me closer to my objects of desire.. And I want to seize this opportunity to improve my linguistic skills, to learn a thing or two and to gain experience. My parents have already set me back a few years in terms of being streetwise. I don't want to grow up a blur-fuck. If I am not going to fight for myself, no one will.
Did the Card job for 2 days only. First at Raffles Place on THurs and yesterday at Marina Sq.. Made my first sales only yesterday.. I was lucky, the guy had already intended to get one.. However, it did made me feel a little happy when boss told me that I clinched the first deal of the day, despite starting 2 hrs later than the rest.. I will push forth more tomorrow.. Chanced upon Granddaughter's toy store where she works on Thurs.. Her friend was working that day.. A customer happened to be asking about the PSP when I was queueing to buy something.. As if instinctively, I sort of butted in and explained the product, and the customer continued to enquire about the warrenty and stuff. Damn, it was shiok knowing a product and being able to advice the consumer on it.. Of course, I got too carried away.... I wasn't even selling PSP.. Come on Sony.. It's your tragic loss that you are not hiring me... I'm sure even your CEO wouldn't mind a surge in the Quarterly figures... Hahaha.. on top of getting a thrilled about knowing a product, I get to help Gdaughter's cute friend.. Haha.. siao
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