Tuesday, April 18, 2006
[[Hell lot of things to do... >Rojak entry<]]
Just went to sign up for a basic DJ course with DJ Lion... We sure are crazy.. Hopefully we can pick up a thing or two in time for Old School Party..
Just downloaded Macromedia Flash 8 too.. going to learn that soon i hope..
So many things I haven't done/tried out yet..
- Game creator I downloaded for my PSP
- mp3 RSS feeder for PSP
- ADobe Photoshop digital imaging book I borrowed from the library
- Macromedia Flash
- Call Mrs Seth about my Old Sch Party
- Book my dental FFI
- Create a Flickr account (or would someone recommend a better online photo album?)
- Add a DIY wall paper for my display
- Finalise my Party shit (I don't know what to do sia)
- Think of my speech (it's really tough now, given the current circumstances)
- Get a job.. I want electronic gadets sales
Bought a Justice Gundam too just now... Crazy shit la.. No more space to put liao la...
Some suggestions... which is nicer?
Design 1or
Design 3?So much things on my hand..HOW????Added 2 wallpapers to my display,
The wallpaper can't seem to show the effect leh
Stellar!!! Two hearts, in needAnd to sum up the rojak of photos
Movie cum supper 160406Old Sch Party's next week... I have plans that night... But I need my "Gundam" to take me where I want to go... Even if stupid father refuses to let me have the car, as he always fucking does without any logical reason, I will get there one way or another... Please guys, let me off just for a while and after that I'm all yours...
Sometimes, you don't really know what lies ahead.. But that shouldn't stop you from trying, rite? GTO said this... He inspired me alot... He said; if you want to do anything, be the best you can be! However, in my case, I can't be the best in the world. I can only be the best I can be, in my own power. Because, in my case, there really isn't anything that will come out of it... If a computer were to access my situation, it would definitely say it's illogical to carry on. Most people nowadays think this way.
No point in doing things that has no outcome... But I beg to differ... I don't want to do things just because I am assured of sucess. I don't want to do things just because of the outcome of my actions. It's like using a Gameshark for my own life... I enjoy the process of my actions... To me, it's more meaningful than the outcome. It takes the fun out of trying, when you know you will definitely get what you want..
Even though, I know it will never be... I will never get what I hope for... But I won't just sit on my hands and look on... "If I say I can't do anything at all and don't do anything about it, Then nothing will really happen."
Kira said that... Even I know nothing really won't happen, I still have some hope in this sentence... Maybe someday I will finally reach the place I want to go...
Right now... All I wish for, is my "Gundam" to take me there... What lies beyond that... I will have to find out myself...
i was here @
2:24 AM.