Wednesday, March 08, 2006
[[Fate is what you make]]
The future has not been set... Fate is what you makeGot this line out of the Terminator movie...
Food for thought for me again...
I have always believed that we decide our own lives... Thought external factors may influence the outcome, ultimately, nothing will happen if you just sit on your 2 hands and complain...
I believe I am my own man, I understand there are consequences to whatever I do... That's why caution must be exercised when making decisions...
Things that you want.. If you don't fight for, No one will...Well, I came up with this line... And so, I did do what I felt was right...
Resulting in a pair of busted knees for nothing...
As to the second thing, don't really feel that I lost something... I never had expected anything out of it... Some people just don't realise this. And yet, they are shooting off their traps without understanding the consequences of their actions... How is it that I don't understand my own self? Maybe one day, when you yourself do the same things for someone unconditionally, then would you understand... Until then, i sincerely hope that you do bear responsibility for your words...
Well, some things may be out of your control... Like my stupid father again.. I don't know what he is trying to do now! Is he using the same hard approach on my brother as he did to me before...
But it is really absurd to ask for his particulars be removed from the school records.. Jibye la. I know Elwyn don't study and stuff.... It's really pushing it.... Elwyn is different... He will stray... Think I have to speak to my blockheaded Pa again.. But wonder if I can effect any change...
Jinjin is going into army loh... One less buddy...
My swimming competition's next week.. Don't think I will get into the finals... Not that I have given up.. But I feel that I have achieved what I wanted to achieve where swimming is concerned... Unless I can find my purpose again... My timing can't improve.. I have reached the peak of my mind and body.
Kira is stronger...
i was here @
11:38 PM.