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Thursday, February 23, 2006
[[My past]]


I was pouring throught the rubbish under my bed to look for my 1st yr's Bday card... using it as guide for guestbook...

In the process, I saw my photos when I was younger...

I also saw my pa's Grad photos. He studied part time Uni when I was in Pri/Sec school. Then the time came for his Grad ceremony. He did not ask me to go.. Anyway I told my ma that my school wouldn't allow me to go anyway... I think it's also because, I never really felt like going..

Now looking back, I feel, what I did was wrong. Somehow I felt that it would have meant something to Pa if I went... Think he would have wanted me to be there... He upgraded himself for the livelihood of the family what, isn't it correct?

Finally found the Bday card... There was a list of all the gifts that the visitors and guests gave me... Toys, etc and the amount spent... One thing had no amount.

It belonged to "Mum & Dad". The gift was "Birthday party". They gave me much more than that these 20 years.

As the time pass me by, I discover more things along the way. Like the Grad ceremony thing... I still don't know how to treat my family like I think I should. At most, I come home to mop floor everyday. So that someone else doesn't need to... Then, maybe the most filial thing I did for my Ma, was to buy Prickly Heat powder for her after she had her Op and couldn't bathe and my aunt forgot to buy for her.... I still don't know how to talk to Ma properly...

Chao jibye..... I see that something is wrong and that this shouldn't be the way, but I really don't know what to do...

I wish Heavan would be so kind as to bestow upon me, someone who can cry with me... watch me cry... listen to me... Like what Lacus was to Kira. Like......

I look back and see many wrongs. Many things that shouldn't have missed my eye, and yet have... Is there a way to right my wrongs...

.....

i was here @
12:59 AM.

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