Friday, January 27, 2006
[[Praying for a calamity]]
For fuck I spent $1000+ of my own money to get a fucking bloody license when I'm not allowed to drive on my own....
Have to wait for pa to go back camp... I may be activated.. that's why I want to go back and prep my stuff... A car is supposed to provide convinience no create inconvinience..
Chao Jibye
For fuck, tell me that other people get license thought they dont have cars...
Want me to compare those people who can drive on their own...
Since young , always fucking clip my wings... Most of my peers are more streetwise than me.. I am learning everything myself...
Parallel parking don't let me try.. Say too difficult... Then how the fuck am I supposed to learn?
Jibye... Always left alone to fend for myself... People do see this, yet they don't do anything... All so fucked up.
And I am the ONLY idiot who will stand up to what is wrong..
I am not trying too be righteous
GODDAMNIT
Sometimes shit happens.. If you can accept it.. jus fucking get on with your life and swallow it...
But I can't..
Because I was subjected to utter despair and left to die so many times.. I know how it feels. I know it's wrong to walk away.. People are living too good a lives... Something must happen for them to wake up..
i was here @
5:12 PM.