Tuesday, January 03, 2006
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I miss having someone whom i can have a heart to heart talk with...
I miss those days...
There is so much that I missed out on... I always didn't seem to get things right...
I thought that was right... I said everything... I didn't keep anything mum... Yet, it was the wrong course of action... Sometimes to think too much, is really a killer. I thought it was the right thing to do.. I liked things as they were, until everything changed...
Sometimes... No matter how much one tries, it never happens... Where is my sword?
I want things to return to as they used to...
I have something I still need to do on top of other things... By hook or by crook, I'll get this done... This weekend.. Pls wait
But then it would mean that my family problems will re-surface.. I always try to make everything work out, everyone happy.. Yet in the end, nothing works out for me...
When everyone has become happy, the one who fought for them has to disappear into the shadows once again..
How I wish I can be like Kira... He was so alone.. Then Frey came along.. Even though she was just toying with him... I think, he did find warmth in her...
At least grant me a harbour... I used to have one....
I have something else to do on top of other things... This weekend, by hook or by crook.. Pls wait
i was here @
11:59 PM.