Friday, January 27, 2006
[[FUCK]]
I told my pa that I wanted to go back camp to pack my stuff.... He asked me to go back myself
PUA JIBYEThen for fuck I go and get my license.. I want to bring things back for my course... And the jibye camp is so far from the main road... I'm the only idiot who has the ability to drive for my own convinence yet... it amounts to nothingJibye... FUCK care.. field pack haven't pack... FUCK ITNabei jibye.... I do so much for what fuck? In the end, Best Commander was awarded to someone who reported sick on Exercise and left me to take charge of the whole damn fucking branch by myself... I can stand with my head held high.. I saw my branch through the Exercise.Want to charge me, fucking charge la.... I lost so much these 2 years I have got nothing more to lose.... Fucking shit... I still remember that jibye poster at the Ferry terminal... It's not what you lose, but what you gain in returnWhat did I fucking gain?I gained nothing! Jibye SAF..Goddamn this family... No one cares or appreciates what I do
Only two ever made me feel this way...
One was already lost...
The other... slowly fading away....
This friendship seems to be heading for the rocks.... I don't know what happened...
I always want to set things right... But things never work out for me... And the worst thing is that no ones bothers...
Don't forget about me.... The whole world can leave me to die.... but not you...
i was here @
7:22 PM.