Friday, December 09, 2005
[[Tripped over again]]
I thought my luck had turned...
Tuesday night when I went home, my ma told me, Pa had a change.. He went through with Elwyn A'Maths... And he offered to change my phone for me...
I was happy though I didn't show it...
Then godamn shit.
I dropped my handphone on the bus... when Jinjin asked for my PSP... Fuck.. Already say no power.. haizz... Then everything went downhill... When things start to turn for the better.. something must always appear to stumble me... Why?
I'm tired of this.. No matter how hard I try, I'm still me.. Nothing lost, nothing gain..
Feel that there's nothing left to do... Nothing that I can think of... Whether or not I do, nothing changes... I'm still me... There is no goal.. Nothing to look forward to or fight for, to achieve...
Life is dull... Unlike Alex and Jinjin... They have something to look forward to...
There's nothing left for me to do anymore...
It's just boring...
Maybe I lacked the courage.. The heart is wiling, but the flesh is weak...
Pls remember...
Bringing the little children out this Saturday.. How nice if I could drive them... Any babysitter?
i was here @
3:45 PM.