Wednesday, December 14, 2005
[[Replaceable]]
Int Sgt is back from course... Hmmm... Just as I was getting used to it.. Anyway, I noticed my drive seemed to have dampened a little..
Hmmm... had a boring week.. damn bloody sian.. haizz... don't know what to do.. everyday in camp even though I can come out as and when I want to..
Now my pa seems ok, with the exception of the bloody fact that I do not have an internet connection at home thanks to him. NTU sent me some stupid form..Can't fill it up because of him.. Fuck it.. Can't be bothered..
So relations at home eased out without my direct influence.. Even in camp, there is always someone to replace me when the time comes. I'm expandable... Don't have also never mind.. Where exactly do I belong...
Then somtimes, I don't know what to do in camp, but I feel just as sian to go home, since no one really talks to me anyway when I'm at home.. Sometimes, I feel like a little housewife. Quietly stay at home and tend to the house. Husband outside play woman also never mind.. Come home for dinner and accompany me can le... Haizzz... sometimes, it just gets so lonely.. Try to make things better for people, but they never take a second glance.. Lost my handphone, left a msg in msn asking to have my friend's numbers back, but no one replied also..
Like Kira... He was always looking out for his friends.. Protecting them... However, they took him for granted.. Only when they all thought that he had died, then did they realise how much he meant to them...
But, in my case, its different. I can easily be replaced...
Kira is stronger
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11:29 PM.