Sunday, December 18, 2005
[[Looking back]]
Talked to my pa today.. he mentioned something... Think I managed to make him hear what I am trying to say.. cos he went to enquire about the phone I want to get..
I told him that his upbringing methods aren't wrong, it's just that my adolescent Bro doesn't accept it, unlike me back then.. THink my pa also knows that his methods are unorthodox..
Sometimes... It really means a great deal when someone tells you that he or she understands..truely out of the heart... You won't feel that alone...
But God... I'm tired... I have said this before, and I'm saying this yet again.. I'm tired of always trying my best... trying to make thte people around me happy, and yet they don't take a second look at me.. The moment they are happy.. I'm forgetten
Was looking through my friendster Testimonials.... I realised back then, apparantly there were people who cared.. Maybe it was I who forgotten about them... But still, I know I had been there for them... But they have since forgotten about me...
I know how Kira feels... I am going through the same thing as him.... Why do we seek to protect so much? What exactly are we fighting for?? They have forgotten.... yet we continue to fight..
i was here @
2:57 AM.