Monday, November 14, 2005
[[Shagged out]]
Busy week...
Outfield from Tues to Thurs, followed by Guard Duty on Friday..
S2 Sir told me to bring extra socks as we were going to cross a drain... Ya right.. It was a MONSOON DRAIN!!!! Luckily it wasn't high tide. Nevertheless my feet were wet and so were my pants... I cocked up quite a bit during the exercise.. S2 sir didn't scold me, he even joked with me at times.. However, I was disappointed with myself... I wanted to be more than this... Why is it that I can't get anything right? Now, Int Sgt is on course.. It's up to me to look after the branch... Wonder what mess I create...
It's terrible when one loses faith in himself... I have'nt lost it entirely, just that, I'm quite sadden with myself. My driving test is 2 weeks away. Yet, I am doing worse wih each lesson.... It's been too long since I last did something right, something that I could be proud of...
What is it that I want? I seem to know what I seek, but it is unreachable to me.
This is my favourite Gundam.
It is a symbol.
A symbol of hope.
It is, as Kira calls it, a sword to protect those in need.
It gives its bearer the ability and power to fulfil his dreams.
It is something which cannot be abused.
It can take me to where I want to go...
Where is my Freedom(Gundam)?
Lacus gave Kira his, who will give me mine?
I need it to fulfil my dreams...
I miss those days....
i was here @
12:18 AM.