Wednesday, November 23, 2005
[[Fuck]]
Don't know what the fuck is he thinking...
Pa asked me last night if I knew anything about enlisting into army at 16, ie. stop studies... I thought its for his ITE students or what... Jibye, turn out it's for my brother...
Bloody fuck leh.... what the hell is he up to?
I still told my brother that I understood his methods and that they are correct, only harsh... but this is fucking ridiculous...
He don't know how to guide meh... Only know how to pull this kind of bloody stints..
If I just sit there and say, "I can't do anything", then I would really be unable to do anything at all.
Like I say, I don't like to stand by and do nothing when I see something wrong...The only time I do nothing is when I really don't know what to do...
That is the fucking problem is now...
I always have to be the one to stand up, yet they don't want to listen, nor act...
In any case, I'm tired of being there already... I already said that the end has come... It's time for me to disappear bit by bit... No one will notice anyway... Who ever did
My home is unlike a home...I don't know what it is...
It's time to leave
i was here @
11:21 AM.