Monday, November 21, 2005
[[Enough]]
I'm tired of this search for my goddamn purpose. The time has come for it to end.
For fuck, you are granted the knowledge that something is wrong, when you aren't going to do anything about it?
Pa is going to cancel the broadband. He does'nt bother to explain. Everything happens for a reason, so "WHY?" in this case? He sternly added on that I should be doing something more useful. I know there are alot of things he wants me to do. Most of which I do not know of. He doesn't say anything. If he feels i'm not doing the right thing, why doesn't he guide me? I know if I ask him what I shoud do, he will comment that I'm already so old, still don't know how to think...
So does it mean when your kid is over 21 years of age, he wash your hands of him, deprive him of advice and guidance? Isn't that what parents are there to offer?
Its not about th cancelling of the internet... I also don;t know how to explain... I'm just tired of it all..
I'm tired of the search for my purpose... It's time for the end to come...
i was here @
2:06 PM.