Saturday, October 29, 2005
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Block leave next week, but don't know what to do. No plans. Sian...
Int Sgt told me that he will be more active in the Higher HQ to aid in his advancement, thus, I'll be assuming his duties in the Battalion. I wanted something to look back upon in the future. This seems to be it. However, I'm apprehensive. I still don't have what it takes to do a good enough job. I maybe looking forward to this, yet, I resent the idea.
PS: It would have be 3 and a half years on Thursday. Its not that I can't forget her. I know what I think. Just that sometimes, I look back on my life and think. I still don't have the answer to this riddle, not that it bothers me... Just feel that everything has to be accounted for.
i was here @
2:55 AM.