Tuesday, September 27, 2005
[[No title...as is my life]]
Busy busy busy...but it's not me that is busy.. it's everyone else. Hmm...I'll be busy too.. but now just wanna talk, but seems that everyone is busy... Feel so empty.. so lonely
This is result of my decision... Humans live as a network.. One person's actions will affect another... I cannot be selfish... On the other hand, I have been selfish.. Well, retribution for my actions.
Don't know what lies ahead. Feels as though I know..then again I don't. Always uncertain with wha I want? Or just... ok maybe uncertain.... but why is it that at times, I am so firm? I would stand steadfast and be so strong?
Others suffer as a result of my actions... I suffer... Why must things turn out like this? I'm so fucked up..
i was here @
9:51 PM.