Thursday, August 18, 2005
[[Purpose]]
Have been watching a lot of Justice League these days. There was this episode where Professor Ivo's AMAZO asked what was its purpose. It says it has learnt all knowledge possible and is unable to see what lies ahead for it. Lex Luthor tells him that his destiny is to seek the answer himself. The journey of the discovery of one's purpose is, in some way, the answer itself. Perhaps it's somewhat similar to the saying the tho object of your desire, or your goal, is never the destination, but rather, it is the journey itself.
Which brings me to the question...what is my purpose?
Noticed a few things these days. When in Marina, I didn't had a clue. However, back in 2SIR, I was able to command a little. Did it come back to me?
Had this feeling recently...Was wondering if my purpose was to protect? I want to protect. Somehow, it seemed that I could. Back then I couldn't, but now I am able to again...
This feeling coincided with one of the latest episode when Kira explained that his purpose was to help Lacus and Cagalli. To protect them and all the others he cared for. Some time back, he wasn't able to. His sword(From Gundam) was destroyed. But now Lacus gave him another sword(Strike Freedom). Once again he can do what he wants to do.
Yesterday, I was at Pasir Ris. At the interchange, I had an overwhelming sense of
deja vu. It sounds silly, but I was at this place where I could walk over a path, yet I chose to walk straight over the grass.
It may mean nothing. However, there was something in me when the grass was under my feet.
Spirit of yesterday.
The soldier of yesterday.
Somehow, I felt that this too, is somewhere I should belong...
Outfield.
i was here @
10:16 PM.