Monday, August 29, 2005
[[No title]]
In my uncle's house in Jurong now... Fortunately he has Broadband too...
First day of IntSpec course is so-so... nothing much. I realised I didn't really have much of a resent for the course other than the damn location of the camp and the awkward/in-definite "schooling hours".. Airphotos are interesting, besides the strain it cause on my eyes.. Really hope to see things that I have not seen before....Want my NS life to be special..
Mummy and I seem to be getting closer..She surprises me sometimes with her morning calls. I didnt expect it, and it brought a smile to my face.. We had an enjoyable time at Wild Wild Wet over the weekend too.. I still "owe" her an Escape outing..hahaha.. Wonder if she would misunderstand and think that I'm doing this against my will. Hmmzzz...sometimes I don't really like her sensitivity.. Its just too sensitive! Once I joked by pretending to be shocked when she said she wanted to go the a Pasa Malam, and she changed her mind about it. What sia? I mean, she could have just asked, was it too much of a trouble for me.. Don't worry!
The IntSpec course gives me the
deja vu feeling where I'm back in school(training institues). The long working hours, unexpectable schedule, etc.. Don't wish for anything to go wrong.....again.
I'm still seeking my purpose.
Is it to protect?
Is it time for a pit-stop in my journey once I find my answer?
How do I judge?
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10:58 PM.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
[[Farewell gift]]
hahhah...hey Guang.. here is a little something before I leave for my course.. Haizz one whole month.. no more updates, no more Sunday night viewing...haizzz
PS: Muu is rumoured to be confirmed to be piloting Akatsuki..hmm didnt read about this... And Akatsuki has the DRAGOON system as well...
http://www.mahq.net/mecha/gundam/seed-destiny/orb-01.htm
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[[For your info]]
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Infinite Justice (High Grade) is available at Cineleisure 2nd floor, Rapid Culture at $28
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12:44 AM.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
[[Spoilers]]
Phase-45 "The Overture Of Revolution"
PLANT is in an uproar thanks to the attack by the Requiem from the moon base. By Dullindal's decree, the entire ZAFT force launches for an attack. Yzak's team strikes Fauré, the relay point, and the order to attack the Requiem is given to the Minvera, which had just come to space...
Phase-46 "The Song Of Truth"
Under Dullindal's command, PLANT deals with the aftermath of the Requiem battle. Meanwhile, the Archangel, having been officially accepted into Orb's forces, enters the port of the free moon city Copernicus. Before Lacus and company head out, a red Haro carrying a message appears...
Phase-47 "Meer"
The Lacus assassination attempt using Meer was prevented but there was a sacrifice. Lacus' group returns to the Archangel and, reading Meer's diary, their thoughts linger. Meanwhile, Dullindal announces his "Destiny Plan" to an audience following the Requiem battle...
Phase-48 "To A New World"
The defense policy known as the "Destiny Plan", upon which the fate of humanity rests, is announced by Dullindal. It's said to match all of mankind with positions & roles that correspond to one's own abilities. For everyone to fight for a blessed world without war spoken of by the Chairman. Rey informs Shinn...
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9:36 AM.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
[[Useless....]]
Can't really piece together all my thoughts.
I only know recently I feel damn low... Useless... Can't do anything right.. Cocked up the chalet... Don't know what else...
Coming to something more personnal.. Can you guys please enlighten me?
Is this statement correct? If a guy likes a woman, he will pay everything for her, everytime, everyday?
Girls, what do you look for in a guy? Money, so that he can pay for anything you want, or Someone who loves you deeply and gives you a sense of security?
I can't find my goal in life... I'm a living dead. I don't know... I thought things have turned for the better....
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10:58 PM.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
[[Purpose]]
Have been watching a lot of Justice League these days. There was this episode where Professor Ivo's AMAZO asked what was its purpose. It says it has learnt all knowledge possible and is unable to see what lies ahead for it. Lex Luthor tells him that his destiny is to seek the answer himself. The journey of the discovery of one's purpose is, in some way, the answer itself. Perhaps it's somewhat similar to the saying the tho object of your desire, or your goal, is never the destination, but rather, it is the journey itself.
Which brings me to the question...what is my purpose?
Noticed a few things these days. When in Marina, I didn't had a clue. However, back in 2SIR, I was able to command a little. Did it come back to me?
Had this feeling recently...Was wondering if my purpose was to protect? I want to protect. Somehow, it seemed that I could. Back then I couldn't, but now I am able to again...
This feeling coincided with one of the latest episode when Kira explained that his purpose was to help Lacus and Cagalli. To protect them and all the others he cared for. Some time back, he wasn't able to. His sword(From Gundam) was destroyed. But now Lacus gave him another sword(Strike Freedom). Once again he can do what he wants to do.
Yesterday, I was at Pasir Ris. At the interchange, I had an overwhelming sense of
deja vu. It sounds silly, but I was at this place where I could walk over a path, yet I chose to walk straight over the grass.
It may mean nothing. However, there was something in me when the grass was under my feet.
Spirit of yesterday.
The soldier of yesterday.
Somehow, I felt that this too, is somewhere I should belong...
Outfield.
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10:16 PM.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
[[bored]]
Just some things I started to take an interest in..
- Justice League
- Marvel comics characters
- Jolin's songs
- Driving...dangerously
:D will update again
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1:32 PM.
[[Vroom..extra stage]]
Somehow or rather, I think I am starting to get crazy about driving, in additon to Jolin's songs.... It started off with Maximum Tune 2..oh shit...even changed my nick to Maximum Ben..die liao...
Qn: Is it normal for someone who just started learning driving to drive at 50km/h from one juction to another?
Signs that I am possessed by the "Maximumly-Tuned" Speed Demon.
1. When my car wasn't aligned to the lane, I jerked the steering wheel as though I am trying to drift around a bend in Max Tune...don't know sia, it just came naturally
2. When told to tap the accelerator gently when steeping into the car, I caused to needle to shoot up to 5+, 6 revolutions.
3. I accelerate when going around bends.
4. I have to be constantly reminded that I am driving too fast.
5. I shift gears in my instructor's car as though I am playing Maximum Tune, ie. jerk the gear stick. I'm truely sorry, it came naturally too.
6. When told to brake gently, my action threw my instructor forward, barely missing the dashoard. It wasn't my fault. He wasn't wearing a seatbelt.
7. I feel the car is too slow and keep accelerating.. Think it was about 55km/h from one juction to another. I was gently reminded to slow down.
8. I tried to shoot past a red light. I was only a car lenght from the line, I think I would made it, but the instructor stepped on the brake. Why does'nt he trust me?
9. When U-turning, I full locked the wheel till there was a "THUD!!". I was advised that the sound wasn't necessary to be heard. Paisay la..this too is natural.
10. I still turn the wheel too much when changing lanes...but this is not really an issue k!
I would like to thank my instructor for putting up with me. Luckily I chose this guy because he is very patient. Were there more white hairs that I noticed? Hmmm...
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11:35 AM.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
[[Vroom... v1.1]]
Hahaha...left abruptly just now to play "Minimum Tune".. codenamed for driving on the buggy...
Fun sia! Then the DO(Duty Officer) commented that my driving was reckless/crazy :P .... that's a compliment! Went for 2 rounds on the buggy, the 2nd time around, I was alone... and we caught a couple Maximum-tuning in the guy's car at an empty carpark.. Wasted sia, never go closer... Haizz
This place is like chalet sia...Though there are times when we have work to do, majority of the time is plain boring... DO, duty clerk and I resort to playing online games, strumming the guitar, watching anime, spending good money at the arcade (ie. Maximum Tune), etc to keep ourselves busy.. What sia??? This is heavan!!!!!!!!!!!!
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3:06 AM.
[[Vroom....]]
Gasp!
I managed to resist the Devil...the Speed Demon within..I didn't play Maximum Tune tonight! Initially I wanted to challenge a guy, but I was preoccupied with coaching my friend who is a newcomer in
Wangan..hahaha To date, think there are already, or should I say only, 4 people whom I have brainwashed. They are my camp's Asst Chief Clerk, the Marina Duty Officer!, a fellow Specialist..and even a driver from the Division side..hahaha
Though I may have won the battle tonight against the Speed Demon, I lost in the daytime where I played at the arcade....I played other games too k?
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1:28 AM.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
[[Choice]]
Uncle Gundam is here to teach something again.
You choose your own destiny.
That's what Lacus told Athrun. Twice Athrun asked her about what he should do, and what kind of a person is he. Both times, she replied that it was up to him to decide for himself.
What should be done about my own life? Right now, I'm aiming to improve driving on Hawkone in Maximum Tune 2. But this is not what I meant. There's more to life than this...I need guidance, as in Gundam...
However one thing I know, is that mummy is different now.. Hope things work out. She sounded so cute when she whined that we have not watched a movie together for very long le, when the last time we did was only 2 weeks ago. She is really changing. Though there are some hiccups here and there, I really love the way things are now. There's still alot we both can improve on. In my case, it would be better scramble eggs for her to eat.. Hehehe..
oh well... this is for wei guang again:
Phase-43, "Voice Of Counter" - Piloting the Justice, a still-weakened Athrun joins the battle alongside Kira, who is in a tough fight against the team of Destiny & Legend!
Phase-44, "Two Lacuses"- Finally, the real Lacus shows herself to the people. Their spirits are shaken by the appearance of two Lacuses.
Phase-45, "The Overture Of Revolution"- Djibril activates his final weapon! The Minerva's crew fights to save PLANT from annihilation!!
Phase-46, "The Song Of Truth" - With The Earth Alliance forces crushed and the world firmly in his grasp, Chairman Dullindal at last makes his move to stop the Archangel!?
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2:27 AM.
Friday, August 05, 2005
[[...]]
There is no title.
Because I don't know where to start.
Hmmm...I lack the direction in life now.
I don't know what to do next...
I am taking my Practical lessons now...I finished the handphone pouch for mummy le...I'm going for the IntSpec course le(much to my displeasure, because after the long wait, the drive is lost)
want to blog some more... but something upset me... haizzz...
jibye
do i always say the wrong things?
Worked so hard...and when things are finally back on track, they derail again...
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11:22 PM.