Saturday, July 23, 2005
[[Sian - Part 2]]
Fucking sian today.
Fucking dulan yesterday.
Tomorrow? Haizzz....i don't know.
Fucking hell yesterday, had my events for the day planned out, and eventually all cocked up by the Fuck of all Fuckers, Spenser Gan who borrowed my i-River and went back camp with it. The events that followed are just vulgarities and anger capable of turning on my SEED mode if I were a coordinator.
Went to search for my earphones but don't know whish to choose sia. And the problem is, I can't try out the product. I do not wish to have yet another incident where I find the bloody sound quality unsatisfactory. Fucking mad the whole day. Didn't feel this way for a long time already. It was quite shiok in a way.
I fucking hate people to cock up my show.
CHAO JIBYEBesides, I just don't understand why people will just step on my toes when I'm already on fire, eg. at the MRT when I was trying to get out of the train and people were enveloped the entire doorway, trying to get in. Oh well, I RELUCTANTLY did the trick that got Moses across the sea, ie. make the human sea part by ramming right through. It's so COOL!
And Bloody hell Lumpy struck a raw nerve last night with the mindless comment he made about me. He likes to say I'm a clerk when he's only a fucking Coperal. I don't mean to pull rank, but I fucking hate people to look down on me especially when I'm up to it. Anyway I told him he could jolly-well go find any bar and if he does more pull-ups than me, he can continue commenting about me. Then he went on and on say what he never downgrade before.
CHAO JIBYE.. I just fucking love people to doubt me. Think otherwise of me as though they knew better. Somehow, I was just on the verge of knocking him down. I was simply not in the mood for any form of provocation yesterday. People might say I dua kang here.. Its just that a quarrel/fight is hard to resolve among friends, that's why I chose not to. Fucking jibye.. And I heard him say Ziwei said I act sae last time regarding the conflict with him concerning Leong. The Fucking idiot should have known better when he commented on other people's gfs negatively, worse still in his distorted perception. I have no qualms when it comes to protecting my loved ones. It's just that people don't know.
It's just so magical. Gundam really allows me to relate to it in some way or another. The incident was in Ep. 39 of SEED Destiny.
When Kira received news that Lacus may be in danger, he became so kan jiong, when normally, he is the one who is the calmest and level-headed. Without a hint of hestiation, he launched into space to save her. A similar incident was in an earlier episode where Lacus said she wanted to return to outer space to investigate the chairman. Upon hearing that, Kira jolted and begged Lacus not to go as he feared for her safety and told her that he only feels safe when she's by his said because he knows he won't allow anything to happen to her and he would protect her at all costs.
Usually, Kira is levelheaded and remains calm when when in dire straits. However, where Lacus is concerned, he is uptight and kan jiong, simply because he cares for her, she matters alot to him. Kira and Lacus is one couple that we may very well never see in reality. Although they don't explictly express their feelings to each other, they really love each other very much.
Girls will never understand that boys will problems expressing themselves. However, when the situation calls for it, we will defintely act.
Saw Hui Jings's friendster that day. In her profile, she says about herself that she has met a really nice guy and enjoyed a sweet 6 yr relationship with him etc, and that she'll be marrying him. I just found it very sweet. To know such a future lies ahead for you, what more could one ask for?
Hmm... Anyway, which earphones should I choose? The normal earbud design, or those in-ear designs. Bloody hell, I'm just so particular about the sound I hear produced. Must be clear, strong bass etc.. Hahaha...am I an audiophile? I think at most, I'm just a low-end audio freak.
Set my eyes on a pair of white-colored in-ear SONY earphones, $62. I don't mind buying it, I just want it to deliver the quality that I paid for.. Haizz..
So sian today...S2 gave me so much to do. Damn lot of overlays to draw. Worse shit is that it's a one man show!!! Haizz...Alex they all went Sentosa today sia..
i was here @
1:19 PM.