Saturday, July 30, 2005
[[Pain]]

I'm in pain.
Think it is the same as when Kira reached his peak. Fought till he didn't know what to do next. Somehow, I can't find my answer. What is it that I seek? Even I myself don't know.. I want to set things right....to protect....but why can't I just get things right? Is it true that only some powers apply to certain things.
Can't even cheer my own
Lacus up. Don't know who the fuck is she refering to in her blog. What am I? What is wrong?
To know somethings is wrong and yet be silent about it is wrong, isn't it?But in the first place, what the fuck is wrong? What is my life supposed to be like? Everything/everyone has a purpose, a meaning to it...a meaning to its existance.
What is mine? Who is there to guide me? Who is there to comfort and protect me? Is this my own fight?
Indeed, at times, power and emotions alone are not enough.
i was here @
3:04 AM.