Saturday, July 30, 2005
[[Pain]]

I'm in pain.
Think it is the same as when Kira reached his peak. Fought till he didn't know what to do next. Somehow, I can't find my answer. What is it that I seek? Even I myself don't know.. I want to set things right....to protect....but why can't I just get things right? Is it true that only some powers apply to certain things.
Can't even cheer my own
Lacus up. Don't know who the fuck is she refering to in her blog. What am I? What is wrong?
To know somethings is wrong and yet be silent about it is wrong, isn't it?But in the first place, what the fuck is wrong? What is my life supposed to be like? Everything/everyone has a purpose, a meaning to it...a meaning to its existance.
What is mine? Who is there to guide me? Who is there to comfort and protect me? Is this my own fight?
Indeed, at times, power and emotions alone are not enough.
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3:04 AM.
Friday, July 29, 2005
[[DUAL IMPULSE GUNDAM]]

Jap:
合体分離構造を廃したインパルスに、多少の改良がなされている。
・左肩にルナマリア専用を思わせるマーキングが施されている。
・腰のスカート部分に、ビームナギナタ(ブロッサムが新しく装備されている。
•廢除了合體分離構造的IMPULSE,改良了不少東西。
•左肩印上了璐娜瑪麗亞專用的標誌。
•腰部的SKIRT部分安装了新的BEAM NAGINATA(与BEAM RIFLE同属携带式兵器)(武器名称:BLOSSOM)
新しいシルエットは無く、旧インパルスの物をそのまま使用。
這並不是使用新的SILHOUETTE,是改裝自IMPULSE。
Eng:
The new Impulse that has removed the technology of combining the sihouettes, it has also been upgraded with a few new features.
On the left shoulder is engraved or encrafted the insignia that Lunamaria always use. (Does she has her own insignia, how come never see before?)
On the skirt part of the hip is the new BEAM NAGINATA (same category as the Beam Rifle, a portable holding weapon - well due to my dad's super chinese standard, I am able to make out what it means) (Name of weapon: BLOSSOM)
So this is not a new Impulse but merely an upgraded Impulse because it bear the same ZAFT model number and I believed the current Impulse would be thrashed badly and thus during repairs, they upgraded it or for the upcoming battle in space, Impulse is brought back to PLANT Armory 1 for upgrading to protect PLANT against new enemies.
Saw 2 websites too.. need to check back at home..
www.anime-source
http://www.mininova.org/sub/94
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[[「機動戦士ガンダムSEED BREAK」が放送決定。]]
Found 2 ultimate spoilers...
The possiblity of another sequel to the SEED series..
G-Seed Forums
「機動戦士ガンダムSEED BREAK」が放送決定。There is going to be a third series of Gundam Seed called the Break.
A guy name Shaw is the "new main character" who pilots "Slash Gundam". Kira and co will be in there for sure.
And one more thing it has been confirm that the third Gundam Seed Break will be the next CE series.
Here a little info.
Movement soldier Gundam SEED series last work
"Movement soldier Gundam SEED BREAK" broadcast decision.
Osamu Hisashi Hirai takes charge character design.
Supervision is undecided, but alternation schedule.
As for name of protagonist "Shaw ___".
As for dubbing artist Siyoutarou Morikubo charge schedule.
It is the protagonist machine, as for "slash Gundam",
Representing the blade, it is the fuselage of the bright/fresh —í design which was made.
From the world of DESTINY world of 1 year later.
As for the ground run plate which becomes plant highest council chairman,
With the linking which is the ____ national sovereign, natural and the coordinator
It directs to coexistence and repeats effort, little by little is, but the course of development was traced.
Natural, you approved to the theory of the ground run, immigrated to the plant
Shaw ____ with the mother had lived in peace.
But the warning which it resounds suddenly in the plant.
And attack immediately after. ____ of special duty party captain responds, but adding to the number of remainders
It is pushed with in the colony.
As for Shaw who was not inserted in the shelter in appearing in outer space with pod.
But it is thrown out to outer space there.
Shaw who drifts to outer space flows, --- where the fuselage "of destiny" is discovered.
http://aeug.blogspot.com/
Posted at Useless Plamoya-san's Diary, the next Gundam series following DESTINY is planned for Oct 2006. However, the next series will not be SEED series. The blog states the staff will be made up so it will completely go away from SEED. The same post mentions Zeta and SEED will be the bulk of future model kit releases until this new series airs.
Well, we shall see...haha
In the meantime,
DESTINY Spoilers
Ep 42 - "Freedom and Justice" - Orb is being pushed back by ZAFT's attack. Cagalli barely manages to hold against Destiny. Right when she was about to be shot down, Strike Freedom drops from the heaven with Infinite Justice...
Ep 43 - "Voice of Counter" - Athrun, piloting the Infinite Justice, comes to aid Kira. Athrun asks Shinn, "What do you really desire?" In the middle of the battle, Djibril plots an escape with group of traitors.
Ep 44 - "Two Lacus" - In response to Cagalli's speech, PLANT counters with Meer's speech. However, Lacus finally appears saying she is the real one. While the world is in chaos, both Dullindal and Djibril make their next move.
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10:14 AM.
[[Alex]]

Hey Stupid Lex...this is my present for you. You are the first pic under my links. You should be proud! haha.... The pic is abit big though..
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
[[System tester]]
Just returned from my escapade at the arcade.
HAHAHAHA....bloody hell, the Maximum Tune 2 here has increased its continue price to $2.
Bloody shit sia...at least I got my money's worth as I won 2 out of the 3 games I played.
This time around, I lost the Mountain pass round, while the previous times, I scored at the Mountain pass but flopped at the expressways. Hahaha...
But the bad thing is, I overspent. I spent more than my pay for the month with 2 more weeks to go sia! Ok, fair enough, I paid back my parents the amount I owed them for the movie tiks, but I still overspent!
Haizz...
Shinn discovered his new powers. He discovered what he could do with them. What he couldn't do before, he could do now. He failed to protect Stella before, but now he has the power to do so. Maybe because Stella has died, that's why he sought to protect Lunamaria now.
I read in the forums. Someone asked why he could forget about Stella so quickly. Hmmm..I feel that to protect is his personnal goal. He couldn't protect his family and Stella before, which is why he is determined to protect Lunamaria, now that he is capable of doing so. It is something that he isn't able to do before, but now he can. It is something that he must do. Is it wrong? He just wants to protect her. It is for her and at the same time for himself. Is the latter being selfish?
Both Shinn and Kira share something in common....the desire to protect the ones they care for. However, Shinn's desire is fueled by his anger and hatred. Somewhat like Anakin turning to the dark side. Kira is driven entirely by his love. Both have the same goal in mind. They are so alike, yet so different.
What happens when the 2 minds clash?
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1:38 AM.
[[Clueless]]
I am clueless.
Why am I saying I am clueless?
I am clueless to that as well.
Cuckoo.
Hmmm...waiting for DO(Duty Officer) sir go go arcade with me, so might as well post an entry..
Wonder if the rest of my NSF life would be just as relac as this sia. Which duty personnal would go to play at the arcade...when on duty...with the duty officer?
What sia?? Hahaha...there can only be one.
Hmmm...why wasn't I invited to the bloggers' conference? Award me for the most Gundamised blog or something? Hahaha...
Finally decided on a driving instructor. But his AO(Area of Operations) is in Ubi and Toa Payoh. A bit inconvinent, but of all the instructors I called, he gave me the best impression. He sounded very helpful. Well, like my ma said, not all things will go your way. So.....
Wish me all the best!!
Oops. DO sir calling me liao... gtg
Vroom........
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12:21 AM.
Monday, July 25, 2005
[[Sian Part 3.1]]
So damn bloody sian man...what sia...
Haizz...
But, for the benefit for the car-crazed..


Here are 2 more pics of the "Red Suns" RX-7 over here at Marina South.
Ok back to this.
I'm bloody sian.
Like no life sia.
Where's my goals?
What's my goals?
My Maximum Tune 2 can't plus points, can't seem to beat the computer..
Sian...
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11:59 PM.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
[[Power]]
So funny how power is so often emphasized in SEED/ SEED Destiny.
Power is neccessary, because conflicts continue to arise.~ChairmanI can't do anything now, Because I don't have the power.~Kira...etc, etc.
However, power may not be that important in some cases. Like when Lacus first gave Kira Freedom. She told him that emotions and power alone are not enough to take him to where he wants to go. He needs Freedom to realise his dreams which, at that time, was to return to earth to rescue his friends. Come to think of it again, isn't Freedom a form of power, ie. Military power? So can I conclude that ultimately, power is still of utmost importance?
Emotions alone..Power alone..They are not enough, that is why..isnt this(Freedom Gundam) necessary for you to fulfill your dreams and go wherever you wish to go?~LacusWell, what Lacus told Kira still makes some sense. Sometimes one just possess the power to make things happen. Just that he doesnt realise it. Either he doesn't know what he possesses or he does not know what to do with his abilities?
Could it be possible also that his powers are meant for something else? That he was applying his powers to the wrong thing? Could that be taken into consideration? What if he realised that his powers could be used for something else? Does it mean, his powers are meant for that? Is it his destiny?
There are many things I couldn't teach you,But as long as you are willing to learn,There will definitely be a chance for you to receive it from the ones who love and support you.~ Uzumi Sama
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11:12 PM.
[[Sian Part 3]]
Hey Wei Guang, I know this sucks, but here it is..

The code is
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v319/gunBENEDICTdam/Blog/Guanglink.jpg
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
[[Sian - Part 2]]
Fucking sian today.
Fucking dulan yesterday.
Tomorrow? Haizzz....i don't know.
Fucking hell yesterday, had my events for the day planned out, and eventually all cocked up by the Fuck of all Fuckers, Spenser Gan who borrowed my i-River and went back camp with it. The events that followed are just vulgarities and anger capable of turning on my SEED mode if I were a coordinator.

Went to search for my earphones but don't know whish to choose sia. And the problem is, I can't try out the product. I do not wish to have yet another incident where I find the bloody sound quality unsatisfactory. Fucking mad the whole day. Didn't feel this way for a long time already. It was quite shiok in a way.
I fucking hate people to cock up my show.
CHAO JIBYEBesides, I just don't understand why people will just step on my toes when I'm already on fire, eg. at the MRT when I was trying to get out of the train and people were enveloped the entire doorway, trying to get in. Oh well, I RELUCTANTLY did the trick that got Moses across the sea, ie. make the human sea part by ramming right through. It's so COOL!
And Bloody hell Lumpy struck a raw nerve last night with the mindless comment he made about me. He likes to say I'm a clerk when he's only a fucking Coperal. I don't mean to pull rank, but I fucking hate people to look down on me especially when I'm up to it. Anyway I told him he could jolly-well go find any bar and if he does more pull-ups than me, he can continue commenting about me. Then he went on and on say what he never downgrade before.
CHAO JIBYE.. I just fucking love people to doubt me. Think otherwise of me as though they knew better. Somehow, I was just on the verge of knocking him down. I was simply not in the mood for any form of provocation yesterday. People might say I dua kang here.. Its just that a quarrel/fight is hard to resolve among friends, that's why I chose not to. Fucking jibye.. And I heard him say Ziwei said I act sae last time regarding the conflict with him concerning Leong. The Fucking idiot should have known better when he commented on other people's gfs negatively, worse still in his distorted perception. I have no qualms when it comes to protecting my loved ones. It's just that people don't know.
It's just so magical. Gundam really allows me to relate to it in some way or another. The incident was in Ep. 39 of SEED Destiny.
When Kira received news that Lacus may be in danger, he became so kan jiong, when normally, he is the one who is the calmest and level-headed. Without a hint of hestiation, he launched into space to save her. A similar incident was in an earlier episode where Lacus said she wanted to return to outer space to investigate the chairman. Upon hearing that, Kira jolted and begged Lacus not to go as he feared for her safety and told her that he only feels safe when she's by his said because he knows he won't allow anything to happen to her and he would protect her at all costs.
Usually, Kira is levelheaded and remains calm when when in dire straits. However, where Lacus is concerned, he is uptight and kan jiong, simply because he cares for her, she matters alot to him. Kira and Lacus is one couple that we may very well never see in reality. Although they don't explictly express their feelings to each other, they really love each other very much.
Girls will never understand that boys will problems expressing themselves. However, when the situation calls for it, we will defintely act.

Saw Hui Jings's friendster that day. In her profile, she says about herself that she has met a really nice guy and enjoyed a sweet 6 yr relationship with him etc, and that she'll be marrying him. I just found it very sweet. To know such a future lies ahead for you, what more could one ask for?
Hmm... Anyway, which earphones should I choose? The normal earbud design, or those in-ear designs. Bloody hell, I'm just so particular about the sound I hear produced. Must be clear, strong bass etc.. Hahaha...am I an audiophile? I think at most, I'm just a low-end audio freak.
Set my eyes on a pair of white-colored in-ear SONY earphones, $62. I don't mind buying it, I just want it to deliver the quality that I paid for.. Haizz..
So sian today...S2 gave me so much to do. Damn lot of overlays to draw. Worse shit is that it's a one man show!!! Haizz...Alex they all went Sentosa today sia..
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1:19 PM.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
[[Sian]]
So boliao/sian here at Marina... nothing major to do.
So much so that I am blogging this while my S2 Sir is typing his agenda for the day beside me. Hahaha... Well, I did abit of surfing on the net again as usual. However, my actions were greatly hindered by the firewalls and the restrictions of the Brigade laptop.. Hmmm..however, I still managed to find a couple of things like the Maximum Tune 2 forum which is now in my "LINKS". Made some changes to my "LINKS" as well..
Found this article "Gundam Seed Nokia S60 themes "
http://gszero.proboards41.com/index.cgi?board=seedep&action=display&thread=1118900591By the way, there is this yellow RX-7 here at Marina South with a
Red Suns decal.. Cool huh.
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
[[]]

http://photobucket.com/albums/v319/gunBENEDICTdam/Blog/?sc=1
Hey Wei Guang, like that can anot? I'm not very good at this. Hope, it's ok with you.
Passed Advance Theory liao.. Yeah!!!
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
[[Link me]]
Hey guys, this is just something I came up with out of boredom.
If it isn's too much trouble, could you please change your links of me to this?
Thanks :D
Preview:
Code:
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11:16 AM.
[[HAPPY!!!]]
I am so happy!!!
Happy till I can dance..

Hahahah...Why am I so happy even though I didn't win the Mazda 6?
Because I have downloaded the full ver. of Gundam SEED Destiny ED 4 君は僕に似ている !!!
YEAH!!!! Yes, Wei Guang, I have done it yet again. I have to give you something before I leave for my NDP commitments right? Hahahaha!!!
Another reason would be the appearance of
Strike Freedom!!! along with Kira!!!!
UP la!!Am I crazy?
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8:56 AM.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
[[Difference]]
KiraHe fights only to protect the ones he cares for.He does not want to fight.But...He chose this path to protect his loved ones,There is no other way."To know something is wrong, and to be silent about it is wrong, isn't it?"In his fight for his loved ones, he is often forgotten,He sought to protect everyone else that he forgot about himself.Deep down inside, he too, longs to be protected.Shinn
His desire to protect the ones he loves turns him to the dark side.He kills to live. But...He just wants Stella to be happy.He want her to be happy.Even though he is not with her, as long as she is happy, he is contented.He promised to watched over her.After Stella died, he sought to protect Lunamaria.He only wanted to have someone who he could look after.Who would depend on him.Someone he could protect.Something he was'nt able to do for Stella.
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2:56 AM.
[[FED UP!!!!]]

So angry!!!!!!
My i-River crashed.
Bought a pair of earphones which can't meet my high expectations. PS: Anyone interested in a pair of Sennheiser Earphones? $20? They are working just fine, just that this audiopile here is damn fussy.
My stupid brother moved my files from one hard disk to another, telling me that there's more than enough space. Ya. More than enough space in his asshole, otherwise why would the damn computer be telling me "Insufficient DiskSpace"?
what other things ah? Wait a while, I go look for something to find fault with...
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1:09 AM.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
[[Busy!!!]]
So busy these days!!! Time just whizzes by...
I would be spending most of time forthe next one month at Marina in view of NDP'05..
I was already there on Monday.. Damn sian that day sia...finished what we were supposed to do at 2pm.. Then my branch and I spent the afternoon at the arcade. Spent about $13 sia...but how come my tuning points for my Maximun Tune 2 cant increase???? Can anyone tell me??? I have already completed my basic tuning, now, I'm left with the Orange color tuning points... why wont it increase???? After the games, we went back to sleep in the command post till 6.20pm when we went to have our dinner... Finally, S2 sir arrived after a whole afternoon of waiting..
Then he asked us,
"Why are you all still here?"
"Waiting for u, Sir. You said to wait for you to come first."
"Huh..you all waiting for me ah??"
No comments.Zipping off again...blog again next time...
Sorry Wei Guang, I may have less updates for you during this period..
Yes, I know, my heart hurst too..Hahaha..
Haizzz, going to spend countless 24hrs in a command post which has no electricity...
WeiGuang, this is my parting gift for you. The title for the 4th Ending is 君は僕に似ている / Kimi Wa Boku Ni Niteiru, by See-Saw. Release Date is 03-08-2005.
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
[[Hi]]
After uncountable donkey/mule/jaskass days, I am blogging....about myself.
I had always been blogging about gundam sia.....Haha (PS:The previous entry about the SUITS collection is no longer valid because the site is GONE! Serve the slow-coaches right! Gundam won't wait for you!!)
Don't know what to blog also sia...I only know gundam. Guys who know of friends, please get them to visit my blog k? It's so dead here...if its not too much trouble, can the people who enjoy my updates, like Wei Guang, kindly leave a word or two in my tagboard please :D...
Here's my FOE, aka. Forecast-of-Events:
> Going for IntSpec course on 29'Aug. Think i may be staying over at er shu's.
> I'm currently into the Mazda contest. Hope I get to win.
> My Maximum Tune 2 is now 600 HP. Don't quite like the 10 outrun mode though and
desperately waiting for someone to challenge me because I would'nt want to challenge
someone and lose. No face.
> Need a new pair of earphones.
Still Thinking.. will get back to you later...

Shinn: I just want to protect you(Stella).
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9:49 AM.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
[[SUITS Collection]]
I have something here that fans of Gundam SEED would be interested in. The SUIT CD collection of SEED.
www.boxtorrents.com/details.php?id=128004
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11:00 PM.
[[Maximum Tune 2 OST]]
Found this Bitorrent file for the OST of Maximum tune game.
click hereFeel like changing the layout of my blog.. Candice help me leh..
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9:45 AM.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
[[
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Tower Japan lists SEED DESTINY Original Soundtrack III for August 24th.What sia? My blog has unofficially become a Gundam-Update site? hahah..
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