Friday, June 17, 2005
[[I'm wrong]]
Freedom(Gundam) was destroyed
Despite the fact that Kira is an ace pilot, he doesnt kill. He only cripples. To achieve peace he fights, however he doesn't kill. In the end, this led to his downfall.
Somtimes, we have to "kill" in order to achieve our goals. Never mind the collateral damage. This was what I did when I went all out to upgrade. I couldnt be bothered whose toes I stepped on. That was my aim: to upgrade. By hook or by crook, I will do it.
However, the situation I am facing now is very different. I can't go around, doing what I feel is right blindly. I may be able to achieve my goal, whatever that may be eventually. However, people get hurt, abdly, because of my actions. I always say one's actions affect another, and countless other, in the process. This time, it is so true. I mishandled the situation. Though my intentions were genuine, the steps taken were wrong right from the start.
This time around, I have to watch my step. Because this is not only about me. I cant act rectlessly because theoutcome willl affect the both of us. Last time, I used to tell myself that I will just do what I want to do, oblivious to the surroundings.
I take back my words. It is different now.
This time, it concerns someone I care for.
I was blinded before.
I mustn't commit the same mistake again.
I need to sort things out on my side first.
Please wait for me.
i was here @
8:31 PM.