I realised a few days back that it has been a year in the army for me.
One year.
Time flies, but I still cant smell my ORD 31/05/06. So much has happened during this one year. I used to tell her "Wow! so much has changed during this one year/two years.", and it stopped there. Because "I feel that our story should end", she told me. Was it my fault that things turn out this way, or was it disaster waiting to strike? ie. Destined.. Dont know leh... I'm scared to give, cause the last time I gave, I was left with nothing to take. People dont know this. Never mind. Its ok. Its my own fight.
my One Year War...
Think i'll be fighting to go for the Intspec course. I dont wan to be a damn clerk. After all my traning, all that I have lost. Its not worth it. Not befitting of me to be a clerk. I want to have something to look back on next time. If I dont fight for myself , who will? I'm my own man. Who cares anyway......
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