Wednesday, April 27, 2005
[[Haizzz]]
First, they want to put me in S1. Now they want to put me back in Support. Fucking push me here and there. Fucking sian leh and dulan. The only way out is to go revoke my status, which in turn, sort of allows me to get back my vocation. However, judging by the way SAF get things done, by the time, I am reinstated, I think I'm already in Support. Then I'll be hit by a double-whammy.
1.I'm in a place i dont wanna be in.
2.I have to do rifle fighting.
My physical
fitness ok, but combat
fitness is a no-go. I know one. I dont really need to chiong-sua in S2, and I like what i do. Still got a bit of power. But in Support, then really clerk liao sia.
Fuck la.
What should I do now? The only thing holding me back is the fear that they process tmy
PES too slowly and cause me to be stuck in a worse situation than now.
"Decide first, then follow throught..."
~Lacus
Should I.. Guide me someone...
i was here @
8:11 AM.