Went to check it out yesterday. The situation is worse than I thought. Initially, I thought my temporary PES status is the reason as to why I couldnt go for the Intspec course. However, I realised yesterday that it was a cock-up. My entire vocation was changed! From Infantry Leader to a mere fucking clerk. YOU JIBYE Eh...how can like that one?? And the worse shit is. They say its beyond my unit's level to change it. So as of now, I will suffer a pay cut and a demotion. Never mind. I may not get to stay in S2 because they say my rank is to high to be a clerk here. Then I go other branch also clerk right?? What's the fucking differance??? Might as well retrench me huh? YOU FUCKING JIBYE LA HOR SAF I trained so long to be a clerk is it? I toiled so much, suffered, sacrificed and lost so much to end up like this. I didnt want to down PES for good. I just wanted to have some time to heal my knees then the Mother-Fucker organisation do this kind of thing to me? Jibye.... |