Thursday, January 06, 2005
[[FiRE D0WN BElOW]]
"Kill because somebody was killed...
Get killed because he killed
You thk peace will ever come like that?"
Thought I got called back from block leave to help out in the tsunami relief work..but cock of all cock, our Block Leave was cancelled just so that we can go back to clean rifles...because our unit wants to take part in the Best Unit Competition. Bloody hell, i rather be over at Ground Zero doing smthg constructive than this shit. SAF is such a self-centred organisation, no wonder their soldiers also turn out like this. Everything it does benefits only itself. People are dying out there, but all they can think of is some stupid competition. Kan na.. i say already i also paisay. called back from block leave to help out in the tsunami relief work..but cock of all cock, our Block Leave was cancelled just so that we can go back to clean rifles...because our unit wants to take part in the Best Unit Competition. Bloody hell, i rather be over at Ground Zero doing smthg constructive than this shit. SAF is such a self-centred organisation, no wonder their soldiers also turn out like this. Everything it does benefits only itself. People are dying out there, but all they can think of is some stupid competition. Kan na.. i say already i also paisay.
Haizz..getting a bit moody these days because of all these little stupid things happening to me. Mainly from camp sia..Cancelled my appt to scope my knee on Tues cos my swimming team's Medley finals coincides with it. I decided on this cos in the Heats, we came in first. I had a strong eam. However on the finals, Joeseph had his RTT so we had him replaced and we came in LAST!!!! I postponed my appt just to lose so miserably????
Nvm, that's not all...The next appt date is on the 25th. I'll be having field camp that wk. So, I'm expected to changed the appt. But the Doc is on leave after that date..I cant be giving way to the army all the time what! I already did my part by putting it on the Block Leave but they cancelled it. And it was already been postponed 4 times. Its in the hospital records...Actually i decided to go for the swim because it had always been my dream to compete again. I waited so long for this day to arrive, now that its here, I wont give it up so easily!
Sgt Jonathon told me that I'll be going to S2 to become Intelligence Specialist. It sounds like a blessing because I may not need to chiong suah again thus, easing my knee. However, still need to go for the field camp. I dont know if my knee can take it...I dont know when then i can get my knee treated...
So many things bothering me! so much more...but there's my "Family Outing" to look forward to this Friday. Hope Gdaughter doesnt bluff me again!
i was here @
1:30 AM.