Saturday, January 01, 2005
[[busy...]]
What you are capable of doing and what you wish for...
You yourself should know best...
I may not be able to blog in the coming days. The reason being, my block leave is cancelled in view of the current natural catastrophy. My fellow Specialists and I are recalled to help out in the relief work. As of now, I'm still uncertain abt what we are doing. It may been admin stuff like packing of essential items, or who knows, maybe even helping out at Ground Zero? Which is why I am pondering on this quote. Many a time, we have the power, the ability to make things happen, but we choose to back out.
Why?
Dunno...
Back in my Montfort NPCC days, evryone in my Squad goes thru thick and thin regardless of who we are, what rank we have. Be it punishment or
sai-kang, we would slog it out together. under that kind of circumstances, I just cant bring myself to stand by and do nothg when my Squadmates are sweating it out...
But now in the army, evryone
chao-gengs. I follow suit. I do not want this, but seeing evryone like this, I just cant find the drive to do anythg. If I am really send overseas to help out, how would i decide? I have yet to scope my knee. The appointment is this Tues. However if i were to ask to be excused to go to the appointment,
encik would definitely think that i'm trying to run away from duties...
Its not true! I really need to scope my knee. It really hurts sia....haizz why do ppl always misunderstand
i was here @
11:25 PM.